Friday, December 20, 2013

malakali malakalu

ku nampak kita semakin kusut
aku saja ke yang lihat. 
itu saja ke kita mampu buat. 
itu saja ke kita masih semat

makin tolol kita dipijak. 
tapak sakti kita sedar tak nampak
buat apa disuruh diingkar kita di tetak
mati kita disanjung hidup kita dimasak

apa guna hidup sebegini rupa
ramai gantung ramai potong ramai lupa
tanah kita kita punya 
jangan diberi pada mereka pencacai tua mulanya. 

yang batang sudah keras yang tunas malas lembut 
kepala jaga sendiri bukan aku punya rambut. 
malas turun takhta nafas sudah semput 
bangunlah hoi mimpi habis ramai kejut. 

angkat kencing dia tinggi tinggi kita bangga
angkat tasbih lihat siapa saja mahu kira
tunjuk atas langit tidak tahu siapa ada sana
belum sedar. patah kaki nanti kena. 

katup mulut malas bicara. 
kata kata tak seperti pendita. 
siapa mahu dengar siapalah kita 
kucup baru tumbuh satu hah mana mahu cuba. 
sampai masa aku tunjuk hak kita 
biar mereka tahu penting mana kita. 
satu2 lepas tali silakan semua. 
kita satu kita tunjuk suara

Friday, November 8, 2013

Talking to the stone

dear moon. hear me.
stars guide me to. 
lighten my world
pushed away all my grief. 

hope u know i will always wait
wait fr a showering shooting star
wish fr it every second of my life
fr a moon to fall in my lap

a hope becomes a fatality
hopes are meant to be broken
hopes are gone
while u fall into the perfect spot

to our love i make a toast
burn in hell all the memories goes
pinch little one and stay in mine
forever you go i'll look behind





Killing me softly

By the words i stand for
I will always do
Cherish all the moments
When i'm with u

But who am i
Worthless piece of shit
Begging for a stupid things
We called love

Wind blows the chime
Cannabis flowing into my vein
Snap reality back to my head
Where i stood on my feet
Where i supposed to

Lame old junk
One giant asshole
Crazy motherfucker
Begging and begging and begging
For mercy and condolescence

Genie in a bottle
Wish we made
Keep them safe.
Keep them together.....!!!

Seal the thing with a ring
Give em all joy u can bring
Keep em high dont flap them wing
Make em now where they're driving

Thursday, October 31, 2013

God

Dear God.. 
Please...
help them to face all the obstacles
help them to accept the fact
help them to dodge all the bullets
help them to finish what they have started
help them to kill all the mofo
help them to strengthen their faith to You
help them to face the truth
help them to build their courage
help them to maintain their responsibility towards You
make them feel safe. 
make them feel blessed. 
make them feel supported. 
make them feel like they were not alone. 
make them feel like theres many of them
make them feel like theres no one else besides you
and help them. 
please help them. 
Amen

Friday, October 4, 2013

Karma's a bitch. motherfucker

today u see. my eyes is not gloomy. 
misunderstand a chance u had. 
lying yr way behind my back. 
eyes is everywhere. only we didnt know well. 
tell me ure an angel while behind the fucking mask ure a complete asshole. treat me like a dog i'll treat u like a pig. until the time i will never give a shit. 
cause i know. karma's a motherfucking bitch

Sunday, July 28, 2013

sad and sullen lullaby whisper in your die

Depan kau malaikat 

Belakang kau syaitan

Mati lah kau bangsat

Kerana kau jahanam semua nya syaitan


Apa kau ungkap tak pernah kalah

Semua kau nak semua kau ambil

Bila orang punya rezeki lebih

Hati kau cuma dengki 


Sompek aku kau tak rasa 

Bahagia aku kau keji

Susah aku kau tiada 

Senang aku kau dengki


Selagi punya kudrat kau usaha

Selagi ada peluang kau hayati

Selagi punya kesempatan bersyukur

Sampai waktu sampai masa kau mati


Teman selalunya ada

Sokongan nasihat gila bersama

Ketawa ada menangis ada

Tapi sedih bukan kau orangnya

figure it out

tell me about it. 
tell me abt how u talk someone behind yr back
tell me abt how perfect yr life are
tell me abt all the shit u have done
tell me about how much money you have
tell me about how good you are

when all the things you do makes u a bitch. makes u a dumb and stupid person.  nice attitude you got there saying everything when you got nothing. what do you get from being an asshole. how much profit u get from talking shit abt someone behind their ass. say everything is bad when the worst is your crap. aint no one can understand u. u came into a flock and u want to become the head. u dont want to know what will happen to you. if you acting like a biggest whore. they never realise who you really are. jealousy and hatred is all u eat. all day. with a dip of bullshit and crap it comes out of yr mouth. yr friend hears and listen to all your bullshit. being dumb swallow all the fucking lies. you know nothing. my dear. nothing. with the small experience u have never taught you anything. actually being a slut were best u can do. having a small army which always believes you. saying stupid things. about nothing.  one day this will come to an end. starting from nothing but your fault. one day u will fall. u will fall directly into your own lies and bullshit. you may not know when it is. as now u are sitting in biggest throne u made fr yourself. but the times will come. the truth will come out. beans will be spilled. cat will get out from the bag. all your shit will be exposed leaving u naked in all your fucking lies. just we wait fr that. when it happen i will be stepping on yr head. pushing away all your fucking bullshit. pushing away all your dumbness. throw away all your dignity. and finally throw you in the loser pit.

and just u wait

Saturday, July 27, 2013

fuckity fuckety fuck

katanya gagah perkasa. kata kata kalah pendita. lagak umpama puteri raja. rupa laksana bunga katanya. laku ibarat manusia sempurna. cakap apa saja kau dipercaya. mulut seperti peluru lancangnya kau berbicara. apa kau buat semua orang suka. orang percaya. orang sanjung kau ibarat memikul tandu di bahu. semua orang kau mahu puja. ibarat lalat memuja tahi. tapi sayang. yang lima kau tak pernah laksana. hukum hakam agama kau tahu apa. bukan nak alpa atau takbur tapi cermin di muka sudah tahu apa ada. diri sendiri salah kau tuding orang punya muka. kau tak ada hak apa apa kau paling lantang berbicara. kau siapa. kau manusia sempurna. paling sempurna di dunia. semua boleh termakan kau punya dusta. cukup. sudah. kau punya sandiwara. sampai suatu masa. maruah kau jadi cacian setiap manusia. cukup masa kau jatuh. cukup masa kau tersungkur. bangsat seperti kau hanya mampu bicara. selagi mampu kau bicara. selagi kau mampu. celaka lah kau manusia. bila ada kau puja. bila tiada kau kata. bila diberi kau   memuji. bila tidak kau mencaci. 

sedarlah 

Monday, July 1, 2013

silver lining

from dusk to dawn....
u will be all yr own..
making friends and talk behind their butt
being happy with all the bullshit they taught
till dead do us apart...
fucking shit they told me about...
being an asshole is all u did best
when among the best u hide ur head in yr ass
while being a bitch doesnt make u enough
my head i think can make it to yr crack
when all we can do is just smile..
and watch all the bullshit fight fr their own sack

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

how long...

standing by the windows in this rainy days and the smooth wind chiming down makes me think. why does the God makes is different than each other. why everyone is not the same. there are people blaming each other fr the fault they were commiting. there are ppl who take each other fr granted. and definitely there are ppl who makes funny and cute smiley face in front of u and talk shit behind ur back. some ppl think they are good enough to step on other ppl's head. some kind of ppl who actually stands up fr themselves. in that case i actually dont know what kind of ppl i am. im just a kid with no ambition would come home for the world.