Life.
is it fair?
is it always like what you wanted to be?
Fate.
Fuck fate.
Fuck life.

Me? I have been fucked by life for three times. Just in this years. This motherfucking years. The fuck did I do wrong? The fuck did i fucked up to be like this? Do i deserve this? Do i fucking living life what I wanted it to be?

Hell no.

Am i asking too much? Am i hoping too much? I just want to give me mum a better life. I want to buy things for her. I wanted to make her happy. Make her proud of me. Is it too much to ask for? Is it? For some people, they'll be like "Man this guy never grateful of what he have. But fucking who are you to tell me how to live my life? Ain't nobody want to live under the bridge. Boy am I disappointed. Ya think? Bloody hell yeah!! . I worked my ass off for that shit. And what did I get? Oh my fucking God, we are freakin sorry we decided not to take this to next level, You're a dipshit. well thanks, MADAM. Fuck you and your life.

Well at the end of the day, there is really nothing we can do about that. curl up in your bed, cry yourself to sleep and be prepared t o face another chapter of this miserable life.

Praise to God, Amen.